| I guess I just grew out of it. It's almost as if there is no point to it anymore for me, as I no longer feel a need to tell the whole world how every day is going for me. Now, it doesn't necessarily have to take such a self-centered form, but nevertheless, pouring myself out to whomever is reading is not something I really need to do. Instead of spending so much time thinking about myself and trying to get attention, I choose to spend time in prayer, in fellowship, in showing others the love of Christ, etc. I haven't deleted my xanga or anything (obviously) and I am not choosing to never write in it again, but at this point it is not really important to me. So there you go.
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| So MUTE MATH recorded the Transformers Theme for the film's soundtrack - how cool is that?!! Go listen to it at www.myspace.com/mutemath!
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| So I think that it is crazy how although I am at what is usually the most stressful point of the semester for me, I actually feel like it is in fact the high point of my semester. I have a music team audition tomorrow. But I'm not worried. I have a voice jury next week that I am NOT ready for yet. But I'm not worried. I have finals coming up that I am not prepared for yet. But I'm not worried. I have a car that is falling apart. But I'm not worried. I have a maymester course (Film Styles) that could result in a lot of sleep deprivation. But I'm not worried. I don't know where I am headed and I don't know where my head has been. But I'm not worried.
It is not a state of apathy.
It is more than the good in my life outweighing the bad.
It is God changing me.
And the more I come to terms with my own inadequacy, the more thankful I am for grace.
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|  | Currently Watching
The Mighty
By Harry Dean Stanton, Gena Rowlands, Elden Henson, Douglas Bisset, Joseph Perrino
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Budget Counseling Ministry -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Event: Crown Ministries, "Journey to True Financial Freedom" Location: DBC Main Sanctuary Dates: 04/21/2007-04/21/2007 Time: 8:30 am to 3:30 pm Cost: $0 Teacher: Gunnar Johnson Contact: Dick Shepherd Description: The cost of seminar is $30 per person or $35 per couple which includes lunch. Payment is due on the day of the seminar by check or cash only. This Crown Financial Ministry Seminar will raise your level of awareness on how to make financial decisions according to God's principles and detect the hazards that lead to financial problems. Who is this guy with my name?!! |
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| Hebrews 12:11-13 - "All discipline for the moment seems not to be joyful, but sorrowful; yet to those who have been trained by it, afterwards it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness. Therefore, strengthen the hands that are weak and the knees that are feeble, and make straight paths for your feet, so that the limb which is lame may not be put out of joint, but rather be healed."
Romans 8:25-27 - "In the same way the Spirit also helps
our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we should, but the
Spirit Himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words and
He who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the Spirit is,
because He intercedes for the saints according to the will of God."
Colossians 3:15 - "Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, to which indeed you were called in one body; and be thankful."
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